I've got a new layout again..I got inspired from making Jaycee's layout.. at last I finally finished it.. (I hope you like it!) "I'm planning on building a larger one so I can see the comet Hyakutaki. It comes in spring but nobody knows when it's coming back." err. *Haha, sa "A walk to Remember pala 'to* Anyway, I'm planning on making another multiply theme.. but I still don't know what to put there..

So, I really misssssss blogging.. like the real blogging. I was reading previous post and as per usual, I love how I manage to post almost everything that happened in my life. I love how I made small things became big.. I'm so immature.. Hahaha! What's more interesting, I have made a lot of promises that I will change. I often say that I will this.. I will be that.. and yet until now, I'm still making those promises and I'm still not the person I promised to be.. However, I can see that there are huge changes in how I live my life.. some of it may be considered worse but most of it.. I changed for the better.. And I think that's the beauty of change.. When talking about change, I always remember what my "terror" professor on History said:

"Change is inevitable.. but make sure that the change is for the better not for the worse."

And that kinda stays with me. Though sometimes it can't be helped that I'm getting worse. :( And for now.. I want to make a promise again. I want to change. I want a new me. This time, no matter how much I refuse to change, I think it wouldn't be helped because I'm headed for another chapter of my life. I'm not a student anymore and this time it would be really different.

I used to think that I should stop trying to change because in one way or another the results that I wanted would not turn into reality.. But I realized that if I stop trying its as if I'd stop living. Like, what's the point of living if I'm stuck with what I am right now. People needs to grow.. I need to grow.. Its something we should not be afraid of.. Maybe for some people they're not afraid of this.. But let me tell you, I'm really afraid of growing up.. err, getting old. I don't what to get involved in "grown ups" issue.. Well, I used to be but not anymore.. I'm ready to embrace what's in store for me.. I'm ready (or at least trying to get ready) to face the thing I'm afraid of.. It wouldn't hurt to try. Even if I fail, at least I tried.

I wouldn't stop trying to change because I now someday... I know that I will succeed! I know that there are bigger plans for me. I know that God is there and I'm holding into His promise:

"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."
Jeremiah 29:11 (NIV)

*I, actually, can't believe I'm saying these words.. I'm really a scared cat.. But, oh well.. Let's wait and see*

See, I really miss blogging!

Labels: Extra Challenge, Up-to-the-minute

Okay. So far, I was totally ignoring my blogspot..

Sobrang wala ako sa mood mag-update ng blog. Kahit yung yskee, hindi ko na rin na-update.. Busy-busyhan mode ako..

Kahit palamunin lang muna ako ngayon. may ginagawa pa rin naman ako.. Kung wala ako sa harap ng laptop, paniguradong nasa palengke ako at nagbabantayu ng tindahan.. At kung sobrang wala na talaga akong magawa, manonood na lang ako ng mga series.. Ayun, super bum talaga.

At usual, sabi ko nga, wala talaga ako sa mood mag-blog.. So that's it, pancit!
*sana makapag-blog na ko ulit.. ASAP*

Labels: Daily Musings

"I'd rather
laze around
than
fall in love"

-Amemiya Hotaru

Labels: Quote, Series Mania