Season's Greetings!

May the beauty of the season
Brighten your life and decorate your days..
With love, smile and happiness.

Happy Holidays everyone.

Labels: Events

At this very moment, i think life has been very "mystifying" for me.

Being away from my laptop had made me realize (more) that life doesn't revolve around the people you know around the net. The cyberspace is just one of the plenty places where you can feel life. Its just a little part of the world we're living in. I've known that before I got hooked on the net, but I was too hooked up and I unconsciously forgot it, slowly.

For the last few months or year, I've been living on the cyberspace "unconsciously." The people on the net became one of my best buddies even if I can't see them. I thought that posting my life on the world wide web will help me get through my downfalls. I thought that online friends always be there to comment on you most i-can't-do-it-anymore-and-i-want-to-give-up problems to your most I'm-very-happy-and-no-one-will-ruin-my-day moments. Well, somehow, they did. But it is not enough. I feel that there's still something missing.

Of course, I am very thankful that I have online buddies. They had helped me a lot. And I already consider them as my friends. They exist, I just can't see them right now. But I am really grateful that they part of my existence. I wish that I could see and meet them in the near future. That's possible, we're on the same globe.. =)

All I'm trying to say is, I fail to appreciate what's in my reality. I forgot that I have my family beside me and my true friends that's just a foot away. Neglecting them was I am guilty of. In some (low) points of my life, I don't want to tell them that I've been going through a hard time. I don't want them to know that I have a problem. I was thinking that I will just cause some burden and I don't want that to happen. What I fail to realize is that, they are the only person that can ease my pain and lessen my worries. I didn't allow them to decide on their own, I easily jumped into conclusion without their consent. I fail to see what good things they can bring to me. I was very selfish and I think that pride had overpowered me.

Now, I can balance my world, almost. I am almost there, thanks to those people who was with me, physically, all throughout my journey. Kahit kelan, di nila ako iniwanan. I just fail to feel their presence and I am very sorry for that. I am also thankful to my online friends, you always keep inspiring me. I hope that I could meet you someday. =)

Labels: Emo-ness, Venting out

Sobrang dami na ng mga entry ko nahindi ko napa-publish. Hindi ko kasi lahat tapos yun. Lagi kong sinasabi na sa susunod na araw ko na lang itutuloy yun. Kaya lang kapag itutuloy ko na, wala na akong gana at wala na sa utak ko yung main idea nung entry ko.. at ngayon, ipa-publish ko na lang yun.. yung mga kulang-kulang na entry.. wala kasi akong mai-post na matino e..


Laughter is the Best Medicine
August 16, 2007

Laughter is the Best Medicine Humans were designed to laugh. Laughter is nature's stress buster. It lifts our spirits with a happy high that makes us feel good and improves our behavior towards others.

Just a few generations ago happy healthy humans spent 20 minutes a day or more in laughter. Now adult daily laugh time is down to 5 minutes or less in many countries. This is one of the worst aspects of 'modern life'.

Laugh yourself healthy We all know that laughter makes us feel good. A regular 20 minute laughter session can have a profound impact on our health and wellbeing. Laughter is gentle exercise. It fill your lungs and body with oxygen, deep-clears your breathing passages and exercises your lungs. This is really important for people who don't get regular aerobic exercise.

When we laugh our bodies release a cocktail of hormones & chemicals that have startling positive effects on our system. Stress is reduced, blood pressure drops, depression is lifted, your immune system is boosted & more. Western science is just starting to discover the great effects of laughter.

Source: www.laughteryoga.org

Lately, I'm laughing my heart out almost every minute. From the littlest-totally-corny jokes to those laugh-till-you-drop movies, I laugh hardly. I always laugh. This is one thing that i love the most, laughing.

For once in my life, i tried not to laugh for at least one day (or at least half-day)... and guess what?! IT SUCKS! I ended up, tired and freaked-out. It's really hard not to laugh, when you really want to burst out in laughter. I was tired frowning and keeping those laughters inside. I felt like i was getting ill. I freaked-out and rushed myself to find a good laugh. At least I got one good laugh before i ended up insane. Trying not to laugh was really (i think) the worst idea I ever thought. IT SUCKS, BIGTIME!

The lesson i got there was "never ever try to NOT LAUGH at all, it will kill you (or at least)"

As what mentioned above, Laughter is the best medicine. Do you believe that? Well, I DO! it is one of my best defense mechanism.

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My life is boring
October 31, 2007

My life is boring.
anywayzzzzz. some updates here.

October 29, 2007
Enchanted Kingdom
the best thing na nangyari sa week-long sembreak ko.
pumunta kami sa EK. Astig talaga 'to!
A Magical day.
with auwie.robin.kuya oliver.
phoebe and her friends:
nicki.anna.cate.ynah + carl
super saya at super enjoy. super talaga as in.
basta enjoy talaga.
gusto ko ulit bumalik dun.
super enjoy talaga.
Enjoy yung mga rides. isa-isahin natin:

Roller Skater:
ito ang pinaka-una naming sinakyan sa EK. lahat kaming nine sumakay dito. pampa-excite lang. :P pero the whole day, three times yata kaming sumakay dito. enjoy. kahit isang round lang. dati kasi dalawang ikot yun e.

Anchor's Away
ay sows. grabe dito. yung unang sakay namin dito, parang taping ng Pirates of the Carriebean ang drama.

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"Let go" VS "Move on"
November 4, 2007

ano nga ba pinagkaiba nila? sa tingin ko magkaiba talaga sila, pero hindi mo sila pwedeng paghiwalayin. hindi ka makaka-move on kung hindi ka nakaka-let go. at walang silbi ang pag-let go mo kung hindi ka magmo-move on.
bigla na lang pumasok sa isip ko 'tong mga phrases na 'to habang nanonood ako ng Fantasy Couple. naisip ko, nanonood na naman ako ng isang series at sobrang naaliw ako sa istorya nito. sa bandang huli, pag natapos na yung series, hindi pa rin mawala sa isip ko yung istorya at bulusok ng mg a emosyon habang nanonood ako. madali akong madala sa mga napapanood ko at ang masama pa doon, hindi ako agad makapag LET GO. hindi tuloy ako maka MOVE ON.

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Random
November 7, 2007

my mind is just wandering somewhere.. got loads and loads of (non-sense) thoughts. i can't help it. why?!?

♦ tinatamad pa ako pumasok. ayoko pa. (ayoko na?!?!??!?!.. hmm?!?!)

♦ naaabnormal na naman ako. para akong sira. kung anu-ano na pumapasok sa isip ko. dapat ko na talagang bawasan ang panonood ko ng mga series at movies. apektado na ko masyado. sobrang fast-forward na yung utak ko. kailangan ko nang tigilan 'to. pero bakit ganun, hindi ko mapigilan, hinahanap hanap na siya ng sistema ko. waaaa. ayoko na!

♦ feeling ko nawawalan na ko ng time sa mga taong mahal ko. nauubos yung oras ko kakaisip ng kung anu-ano. nauubos yung oras ko sa sarili ko. kung ano ba mangyayari sakin sa hinaharap. parang nate-take for granted ko na sila. hindi ko naman sinasadya yun, parang kailangan ko lang ng time para sarili pero parang sumosobra na yung time na kinukuha ko. ano kayang magagawa ko para mapunan yung time na nawala.. pero paano yun parang kailangan ko pa rin ng time. (may relo naman ako... =P) haaay..

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Photo ops
November 12, 2007



Enchanted Kingdom is <3
nakalimutan ko 'tong i-post. actually nakapag-type na ko ng entry tungkol dito. hindi ko lang natapos. eto yun.
October 29, 2007
the best thing na nangyari sa sembreak ko. pumunta kami sa EK. Astig talaga 'to!. A Magical day. with auwie. robin. kuya oliver. phoebe and her friends: nicki. anna. cate. ynah + carl. super saya at super enjoy. super talaga as in. basta enjoy talaga. gusto ko ulit bumalik dun. super enjoy talaga.
Rides (yung ilan):
♦ mega-STRANDED pa kami sa space shuttle. tumigil siya after ng isang round. hindi na kami nakapag-reverse. RESCUE. tapos hindi pa rin kami nadala. naka-dalawang beses kami. magkasunod. the best talaga.
♦ Pirates of the Carribean ang drama ng Anchor's away. first ride namin dito, basang-basa kami. parang taping ng POTC. Johnny Deep, where are you?. UMUULAN! basang sisiw ang labas namin. hindi pa rin kami nagpaawat. naka tatlong beses kami dito
♦ Rio Grande Rapids. basa kung basa. walang paawat. isang oras ang pila at sa bandang huli, parang pumila lang kami para magpabasa. yun naman talaga e. pero YUCK talaga yung tubig. ang dumi. may lumot-lumot pa. enjoy pa rin. hindi na kami umulit.
♦ dulugan sa Wheel of Fate. dito kami nagpapatuyo matapos sa mga nakakabasang rides. at dito nagsisiDULUGAN ang mga taong sawi. ouchie! dulog ni Phoebe, Auwie at siyempre si Robin. masyadong nadala sa ambiance sa tuktok ng Wheel of Fate.
♦ Jungle Log Jam, Flying Fiesta, Roller Skater, Dodgem, Realto: enjoy 'tong mga rides na 'to. dun lang ako sa Flying Fiesta nahilo, abnormalites lang. pero enjoy pa rin.
gusto ko ulit bumalik dun. last kong punta dun e nung third year highschool pa ko, tapos ngayong third year college ako. apat na taon. gusto ko lit bumalik dun at sana hindi ulit abuting ng apat na taon bago ako makabalik dun.
gustong-gusto ko talaga ng mga Amusement Parks. the best getaway.

Labels: Emo-ness, Photo ops, Random Rants, Vague exasperations

Ilang araw ko na ring pinagpaplanuhan na mag-post dito ng mga updates sa buhay ko. Ewan ko kung bakit hindi 'to matuloy tuloy. Wala ako sa mood para makapag-post ng maayos. Basta, abnormalites. Ewan ko ba? basta, anytime soon, mag-uupdate din ako ng maayos at magpapalit na rin ako ng layout. Christmas Season na e. Merry Christmas everyone.

Konting updates lang:

• Problema ko pa rin yung pag-aaral ko. Yung "way" ng pag-aaral ko. Wala na talaga akong kawala sa Nursing. Nursing all the way na talaga. Kailangan ko ng tumutok sa pag-aaral.
• Back to duty na kami. Naic, Cavite / Taal, Batangas / MCM / yan ang mga clinical area namin. Susko, kung saan-saang parte na kami ng Luzon dinadala ng EAC. Hindi na ko magtatako kung isang araw, malalaman na lang namin na sa Basilan (Mindanao) ang duty namin. Actually dapat may Pampanga pa kami, hindi lang tuloy dahil hindi pa ata approved.
• Nakuha ko na ulit yung camera ko. Vanity will strike again.
• May iPod na rin pala ako. =)
• Bumabalik na naman ang aking pagiging hopeless romantic. Pero in-denial pa rin sa "falling in-love" (Read my entry in Multiply)
• Excited na ko sa pagbabalik ng "Maging Sino Ka Man". Ayos, matagal ko ding hinintay 'to. Sana sa pilot episode ng Book 2, sa Naic pa rin kami. Kasi kung sa Batangas na yung duty namin, hindi ko mapapanood yun. 2pm-10pm kasi yung shift namin e.
• Australia, baby! Umandar na naman yung "naku-gusto-ko-nang-tumira-ng-Australia syndrome ko. Lalo ngayo't nalaman ko na my dearest cousin, Angel ay may balak na mag-aral sa Australia. Naku, naku talaga. I'm dying to go there. I'm dying to live there. Kahit anong mangyari titira ako ng Australia. (wag lang TnT) Shocks! Aussie, baby..

Yan na lang muna ngayon. Pupunta pa ako ng Naic bukas. God Bless Everyone.

Australia.. here I come! (oh come on, maybe three to four years from now) My gulay, Aussie!

Labels: Dreamland, Insanity Strikes, Updates